I'm Geeky and I know it - CCY Ft Tiki Tane

THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING YOUR EYES WILL EVER SEE.

Once Again It's Happening

"I tend to think of myself 

as a one-man wolf pack at times"

roaming around this earth by myself takes it's toll sometimes.

i know sometimes we must live life outside the pack,

but for how long?

because survival is hard.

Kicking Off Now

WHY HELLO THERE SAILOR.

so i thought it was about time i told the world about my wonderful holiday across the ditch (Australia), i went with my family and although chaotic (and my god do i mean chaotic, haha) at times it was really really lovely. the weather was sunny everyday but one and hot, well hotter than home atm and we shopped and went out for dinner, sunbathed, swam, did touristy things, met up with family and explored.

the shopping is amazing there, i am happy to say that i am well prepared for summer when it arrives here in new zealand.

my favourite thing about this trip... the people, they were all so nice and also so very nice to look at haha, i came back thinking i could easily date an australian boy.

my least favourite thing about this trip... not having my friends with me, i love my family but after spending 4 days 24/7 with them you need space and not having my friends around to escape to was difficult, but i survived.

so overall... i loved it and i cannot wait to visit our neighbours again, in fact this time next year i shall be seeing you again Australia!

It's Always Darkest Before Dawn

i felt like no one cared, that i was just a piece of furniture in the background, like i was standing alone in a vast surrounding. my heart was aching, my eyes were weeping and i had no words to explain how i was really feeling. until today. i realised i was scared about the future, about everyone leaving me/me leaving everyone because of study and the fact that RR might travel to the other side of the world for a year, but i got this feeling, the feeling of it's all going to be okay, the feeling of no matter what happens i'll be here for you, the feeling of peace.

There's A Space To Fill

Hello to you, you and you!
as you well know&in case you didn't know, i have been overseas and have been unable post, but i am back and it's time to spill some beans once again.

As promised THE CASSIE TAG by the beautiful Erimentha, she made this most wonderful tag. The tag is based on a TV show called Skins and is a therapy video for one of the character's called Cassie. If you haven't seen it, please watch it HERE, And she has graciously allowed anyone interested enough to have a go at it, thank you lovely lady!

Who do i tag?

Anyone who reads this here blog (i'm hoping at least a few do) and feels like a bit of therapy.

What do i do?

Here's what to do: fill in 12 likes, 1 love and 8 hates like Cassie in her therapy video. Below, the bolded things are what you MUST include. PLEASE  make sure you link it back to me&Erimentha, and link it onto 3 other blogs you love!

Abracadabra, Wow! 

I like boys who have an interest in what you have to say and girls who show you how much they've missed you

I like plane take offs

I like bombay bicycle clubs new album

I like that everyone missed me while i was away when i thought everyone had forgotten about me

I like that you still think about me even after all this time

I like thinking in depth again
I like being single and NOT ready to mingle

I like letters that are emotional

I like rosemary

I like feeling that "spring is in the air"

I like cutting away the past

I like deep coloured nail polish

I love these rainy days

Today I cut my hair as it needed to go

In some ways, I love everything.

Its less, its less of a thing to like, its less distinct, its less particular

I like things that I like but I love everything

There’s more choice in like

Cos even the worst things have things you love in them

I don’t know what you mean about things I hate

I hate that everything's gone back to normal

I hate feeling the way I used to feel

I hate coming home to this cold

I hate not being able to cry in front of anyone
I hate arguments through text

I hate being back home, but in a way, it's comforting 

I hate being treated like a five year old by my parents

I hate unexplainable pain

I hate this, wow. . . Sorry.

x

And Away I Drive

This year has been delightful in the way of being able to go on many holidays with friends and family, i recently went to auckland our "super city" with rayray and TTT, 

where i got to visit many of my friends and shop and just have a good time (which is what you generally do while on holiday, i am a total cliché, haha). It was so lovely to see Churry, Beh, K, Laani, Lizzle and Bitty, i loved having the school gang back together again and loved seeing long lost friends!

we visited some adorable stores like The yellow brick road boutique (i am such a sucker for anything vintage), and The chocolate boutique where i ordered a chocolate caramel fudged mocha (oh my goodness it was amazing!) and a baileys chocolate (because having treats is a definite while on holiday), 

this definitely has me pondering on whether or not to move there,

all up it was wonderful but i am so so glad to be home and in my own bed, 

not for long though, the family and i are going down under this week (Australia if you don't understand the term), i hope you welcome us with open arms!

ALSO, sorry about my latest posts, some things just needed to be emptied out of my brain.

OH and if any of you know any cute places that are a must visit within surfers paradise, please state below, other than that, 

have a wonderful week!

next up the wonderful Erimentha's Cassie Tag, i cannot wait to post mine.

You Can Call It What You Want

i'm planning on telling her everything,

she deserves to know why i really went there,

i hope you can take it, i miss you.

p.s. sorry i haven't posted in ages i was on holiday! i'll be posting all about it ASAP.